January 2010
Mostly Memories;
My mind holds the strangest images in my head, and they come to me at the strangest of times. My mind must be set on shuffle. The things just flash through my mind like a scratched DVD. I remember the girl in line talking inappropriately while I was too intimidated. I remember running up the hill in the July heat. I remember the way the September sky looked. I remember the girl crying when the...
Just don't ask;
I don’t even know what it means to you, but I really dislike the days we don’t talk. I usually wait for you to get a hold of me first and that’s probably stupid. I should step up more, but I don’t ever want to be that girl; the one that doesn’t give space and that is over the top and annoying. I wish I had obligations to attend to, I need them; only because you (and...
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Giving in;
I just want to see, since the recent re-explosion of this, if I get anything interesting. You know the drill, ask or say anything you want about me.
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Get off my chest&out of my head;
I just need to get a few things off my mind.
I was on the couch with the puppy, half asleep as the afternoon sun spilled through the open window. You were pacing the floor, conversating quietly with me. I watched you, smiling to myself and slowly falling asleep. The doorbell rang. It startled me from my peaceful trance. He walked in and the little one jumped from his arms and ran to you. You...
Roller Coaster;
Today has been so bipolar and filled with ups and downs, I’m ready for it to end. Don’t get me wrong, today was a wonderful day. The first in a long time I’ve been up (much, much) before two pm. The good things about today were awesome. I saw my grandparents, got some things checked off my to-do list, and went out to a movie with my mom. But my mind always finds a way to bring me...
Dreams;
Not only have I had the worst case of insomnia lately, but when I am asleep I have the worst dreams. The kind where I wake up and my heart is pounding out of my chest. They may not sound too bad in reality, but in the heat of the moment they are petrifying. Gore, guns, and strange situations, that is far from what my mind is on when I fall asleep. So why is it my nights are filled with insanity?...
Boys&Girls;
I wish boys could be as straight forward as girls were about how they feel. I wish girls could be as straight forward as boys about what they want. I wish both could be straight forward with what they think.
I seriously want a completely new start, so bad. I wish I could rewind time, but what would be the fun in that? I need to get out of this system I’m so used to. I need to stop taking...
“If you dress nicely, he says you’re a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you’re a...”
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Catch 22
“Life is for having fun. Don’t be stupid and waste it on some guy/girl who is...”
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“Remember all of the good times and all of the special people that were with you...”
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More than anything;
I can feel my mind shutting down. This is the first time I’ve felt this in over a week. I feel relaxed.
I want to be in a car right now; in the back seat while the vehicle speeds down the interstate highways. I want to rest my head against the cold, glass window and watch the stars. I want to close my eyes and wake up somewhere new.
I can’t wait to get started on life after...
Please;
Be safe.
Senses;
The heater I got for my room sounds like the air systems in hotel rooms. I love how sounds, and all your senses, can remind you of things or just take you some place else. I also love the sound of big engines running. And the smell of gas stations and hot pavement and cigarette smoke. And the taste of sierra mist and stale gum. I like the way street lights send that one streak of light down a...
The truth is;
The truth is, I feel like I’m just a “pretty face”
The truth is, I get really insecure when I think about you
The truth is, I don’t know why I did it
The truth is, I regret it
The truth is, I just can’t stand you
The truth is, I’m just lazy
The truth is, it isn’t going to happen
The truth is, I’m afraid to open up
The truth is, I’m...
Girls aren't going to talk to you first.
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it’s a girl thing. we don’t like starting the conversation because we like to feel like you want to talk to us. we like to feel like the wait was worth something. we like feeling like...
"I know what it is I must do;
Its just, I’m scared to do it.”
That’s the best&only way to say it, really.
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can...”
– Marilyn Monroe (via normajeanbaker) (via loveyourchaos)
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ALO;
Sometimes even one or two lines of a song can make or break the whole thing. Sometimes you can connect to the song as a whole just because of those few lines in the middle. This has nothing to do with me or anything in my life though, not this time. But I think she will be smart enough to figure out why I want her to read these lyrics…
Strumming my pain with his fingers Singing my life with...
No introduction or explanation needed, if you know...
Watching Lord of the Rings. Its snowing outside. My heart is racing due to a caffeine overload, yet I’m incredibly relaxed. I really want to go on a vacation, as in, out of state. But, I need money to do that. Which means I need to find a full-time job. I wish I could just snap my fingers and make things happen, reasonably of course.